Intro to my life!

Hey all!
Thanks for visiting. This is all new to me, so please bear with me and any mistakes I make! I normally REALLY hate technology, so this is quite a step for me.
My name is Lou Ann. I am almost 39, have 3 kids ( 2 boys 9+7 and a baby girl born in January). I love my kids more than anything. They, thankfully don't know how much I am unhappy within myself. Right now it's a battle with my weight. I lost 50 pounds 2 years ago, then came Baby. I am 15 pounds heavier than I was when I got pregnant. I look and feel absolutely disgusting. I just can't seem to get a grip on my eating! I do work out at night when I finally get the kids to bed. But with the way I eat, it really doesn't seem to work. I hate cooking, I will cook for the kids, but I can't make food just for me. Seems like a waste of time to me.
I am hoping this blog makes me accountable to myself and to hopefully get some insight from other people.
This first post is a quickie as I need to go to sleep!